Faith's Journal

October 19, 2033

Today I got lost while trying to find my literature class, so I ended up in the infirmary somehow. There I met a nice young man, who seemed about 16 or so, but sadly I couldn't act friendly towards him because there's always a possibility he was just acting...there's always a possibility. Anyways, I couldn't be myself and act like I was excited for my next class, so I just pretended like I didn't mind ditching. We talked for a bit until two other students joined us, one leaving right after I screamed at his bird. I felt bad for doing it, but I couldn't help myself...his crow's caw made my head ache like crazy. The worst part about it was he ignored  my offer to walk to he dorms with them. The girl who came with him seemed to hate me as well, which is sad since many people already do, which I can understand I suppose... I just can't act like myself without a fear of being crushed once again, just like what happened last year...